I am a 38 year old lady that has lived in United States for the past twenty years. However, I can tell you that I do not own anything in life today and I don't even have a certified nursing assistant license. I should also confess that I lost my freedom after I said my "I do"
No, I am not living underground...
No, I have access to the Internet...
No, I have access to a telephone....
No, I have plenty of friends....
Where did things go wrong?
Born and raised in Uganda for the first part of my life; I was never taught about self esteem. I attended school in Uganda and graduated from high school before I move to the U.S. I meet a great guy through a friend and was blown off my feet when he proposed. I said "YES" we planned a wedding and I moved into his house...We had such a beautiful wedding and our friends and family made our day a success...
I never worked as I was not authorized to work in the US and my husband was the "soul provider"...My husband provided for me during this time and I thought I had a relatively good marriage....Then things changed....
My husband lost his job in 2000; our house subsequently got foreclosed on. We moved into an apartment and the tough times began... My husband lost all interest in me... He started sleeping all the time. We never did anything together... I made an excuse for him that it was because he did not have a job.
My husband eventually found another job, but I was placed on a tight budget. I became pregnant and had a baby. My husband does not play with the baby at all. My first baby is two years old and I am pregnant again... I am only 8 weeks pregnant and do not know what I should do?
My family wants me to stick it out... I am depressed and have been taking anti-depressant pills for the past year... I am also overweight and I have a hard time separating my feelings from what is a realistically sick marriage... What should I do?
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